Hard to say that if I’ve already predicted this, or at least I realized this could happen.
There were a lot to say. I’m not keen on taking photos with others. While indeed, that’s something. But I didn’t get any sense of relief. I did not expected that talking with my counsellor would bring me sadness of some sort. Maybe it’s because she’s the one who knows me longest during these years. Meanwhile, she became unsatisfied with the current status of insitute. Her tone was different from ever. Just like I was. Probably those feelings resonoted.
Regardless of the extent that I accepted my result, I’ll eventually do. Wish that I could see some words earlier. On the other hand, at least to my knowledge, some things are inevitable. So consider this a lesson.
Life is hard, especially harder when similar things went to bad ends. Courages were exhausted, and the leftovers was smashed into grounds, teared apart.
Things get a little better after I made a newer CV, feels like getting woven threads straight. I got a lot, a lot to do. But I cannot do things like reviewing. Project-based study would be more appropriate.
The next two months are for the wheeled bipedal, time is limited, if only using LQR would make it work then that would be great. The robot serves as a platform for the upcoming research, pity that I cannot continue. So the main part here was to practice the actual implementation of STM32 and prototyping abilities. As well as the skills that I was not familiar with, like multibody, motor control (if not DC motor), and gazebo.
As for the rest? Time would tell.